Smoking Cessation

I think my husband and HR department have conspiracy... they believe I need this...

Recently, I've been smoking like crazy... literally parang dragon! It's one outlet of mine to release stress, anger and depression. I'm not allowed to smoke because I am asmatic. I was even hospitalzed thrice because of bronchial chumenalin forte due to smoking. My husband is so mad whenever I smoke, its like I am having an affair with another man, whenever I do this... he rattles me like crazy. He even took a picture of mine in his mobile and I should be behind the bars, because matigas ang ulo ko and dapat parusahan...

Since, I am hard headed as always, this was not the first and last picture in the hospital on another incident but same reason...

After shift tambay at Petron SLEX. BTW, that was not my fingers. It was Don Yaptinchays fingers. We're fooling around after I got hospitalized... then again got hospitalized once more and the tag is the only thing I would like to show you, because I look awful... even I got hospitalized in Asian

After those 3 awful hospitalization, I decided to quit. Then a blessing came when I quit, we concieved Yuan and I had regular working hours... Day shift...

And then I came to SG and started smoking again. Maybe because Jae is no longer my side to inhibit my desires to puff yosi... I'm not justifying but it feels so good to smoke. Especially with coffee. It relieves me from my depression and stress. Most of the time I'd rather sit, and be quiet. I have a lot of friends in SG, but most of the time I'd rather be quiet. That makes me find peace atleast, since I work and mingle with so many people everyday. But smoking would atleast make me quiet and not alone at the same time. May companion akong inde nagsasalita at inde nag cocomplain. Minsan nakaka stress din problema ng ibang tao, and thats why I go with smoking again. Before, dahil tipid mode ako, I smoke every Friday with my dear friend Loren. When I started earning I smoke twice a day, kase ang mahal ng yosi SGD$11.10 around PhP344, wherein the Philippines its only PhP45.00, ang laki ng difference di ba? Pero lately napapadami na...

I started to smoke when I first tried and puffed Marie Anne Velasco's (high school friend) reds. Then I bought 1 pack. Dahil sobrang katangahan ko, I was smoking inside our bathroom and my mother was doing her laundry at our backyard... Nakita nya na may umuusok sa may banyo. And when I opened the door, I saw her furious eyes and I heared my eldest sister laughing like mangkukulam! Ahahahaha.. still it echoes in my ears... then I got grounded. Then ayun, hatid sundo kami sa Santa Isabel dahil sa kagagahan ko... galit na galit mga kapatid ko sa akin...

Coffee and Cigs blend well together

I know smoking is bad for my health. But when I came to SG and smoke, believe me inde na ako hinihika ever. Oh well, cross my fingers that asthma attacks wont happen again.

FYI

This can be found on every pack of cigarette in Singapore... and to mind you Singapore government is also clever, they make sure your are not just using the pack and put your contrabanned cigarettes because they also label each sticks. One time I was smoking, they spot check my cigarrettes and I'm thankful that my sticks have labels....

Credits from SPDC and Llyods blog