Coming Back to SG

I'm back in SG...

I feel so sad again...

I miss my friends...

My family....

I wrote this while on the plane...

"As of now I am literally in the plane blogging at this moment. I can't forget Paula's sad face on our way to the airport. I am guilty as charge. I know she wanted to say something, I can feel it and I am so scared to ask. I miss her already. 8 days was so fast and I am looking forward to come back home. I hope I can save as much as I could so I can visit home again. Yuan seems so clueless, but the sweetest part of it is that he was with me at the passenger seat while inside the car. He hugged me tight when I bid him goodbye. As if he doesn't want to let go... and I don't want to either. But I need to. My husband can't help but say sorry in the airport... even before we left our house, with tears and holding it back. I know in his heart that he was sad and can't help but hold my hand while he was driving. I'm looking forward to see him very soon in SG. I hope I have convinced him enough to stay with me. I am so spaced out right now. I can still feel Daddy Lo's hug and his tears gushing, Paula's sad face. This is so emotional, I just can't help but cry and cry this whole flight. My bff Loren met up in the airport, before I depart... her sincere hug, the true friend hug... I certainly miss our cry nights and laughter. My Jae's last long kiss... I was confused if its goodbye or don't go..."