Imagination

I was in the shuttle this morning and I can't sleep at all.It takes 45mins ride from Yishun to the shipyard and usually I sleep during this time but I can't. A lot of things in my mind and it keeps on going and going. Happy thoughts of my family back home... On how Paula is studying, Yuan playing and Jae, watching tv. It was so early to day dream... or imagination it is...

I've talk to Jae's auntie, Tita Em and we've been talking for 30 minutes last night and its all about the kids. It was a wonderful conversation wherein she never mentioned anything regarding how they missed me and any problems but she filled it with hope. I'm so delighted talking to her. I understand my husband, that he is impulsive and can never contain himself whenever there is something that is bothering him, and he admits that he really can't live without me... and sometimes it irritates me because we are apart. As I said before that this are spaces in between I can't fill in.... and I feel sad when this happens. Tita Em was talking on how amazing Yuan and Paula. How the laughter of Yuan makes Tito Maning happy. Tito Maning had a stroke last October after Tita's masectomy. It was sad, but atleast we still have him. Yuan and Paula may not be around me, but atleast they are around our relatives and make them happy. There are something with kids that brings joy, and that makes me happy.

Paula, Tito Maning and Yuan. Tita said this is the very first time Tito smiled after the stroke. See how happy he is. I'm so glad he is.

I was planning go to home for my son's birthday on 8th of January, it is his first however I can't. I've talk to my boss and she said my collegue is also leaving for India. We can't be at the same time to take our holiday leave. I've talked to my husband and he agreed that I can come on the 16, and I was checking Philippine Airlines and roundtrip ticket is SGD 268 thru econolight. They are introducing the budget fares so that OFW can easily come home for a holiday. I'm also checking Cebu Pacific Air but the fare is 400++, I'd rather take the PAL one. But crossing my fingers together with my legs that my boss would allow it and won't change her mind...